Heron Sketch

I’ve gotten some guidelines from the book Watercolor Pencil Magic by Cathy Johnson, now out of print but available on cd and download.  I got it from the library — great source for out of print books. Last night I did this heron exercise last night with watercolor pencils then did the detail in colored pencil. I still liked it this morning. Next I’ll try another with body and legs, I’ll go heron watching on Sauvie Island.

Cathy Johnson writes great, user friendly guides for drawing, painting and journaling. She does wonders for your confidence and enjoyment of the process.

Story: The Little Madonnas

A short, short story, originally published by Southern Voices 2.  I often use it in my storytelling programs, too.

Update: I’ve revised and illustrated this story.  You can see the new version here: http://www.joycorcoran.com/2013/08/little-madonnas-illustrated-story.html
The Little Madonnas
By Joy Corcoran
It was a hot sticky day and I was waiting for a bus that was supposed to arrive 15 minutes ago.  I wasn’t too upset.  I had my bottle of water.  It was the first of the month and I’d cashed my social security check.  I’d done some shopping and it looked like financial ends were going to meet for the month. 
The bus stop was down the street from Memphis Tech, one of those last-chance high schools.  While I waited with a crowd of others, two girls in school uniforms joined us.  I say uniforms – but they had tied their shirts above their waists and hiked up the skirts so they showed plenty of leg.  They came cussing, gossiping and laughing.  Bling was the style that year, and the girls were wearing their hair in elaborate sculptures of swoops and curls studded with gold and silver combs, and fake diamond barrettes.  Their hair was piled so high it almost hid the fact they hadn’t grown to their full height.
They were each burdened with a massive backpack for their school work, a massive purse for their appearance work, and a big pink sling to carry their babies.  Tiny baby girls nestled in the slings, each with pierced ears and pink ribbons tied artfully around their sweet bald heads.  They looked serene, rocked in the bough of their flashy, trashy mothers.
I rolled my eyes at the other people waiting for the bus.  We all shared that sneer people tend to develop as they age – like an allergic reaction to the youth of today.
Time passed.  It got hotter.  Then to make matters worse, a crazy lady dodged traffic and crossed the street to join us.  She cussed at the cars as they swerved to avoid hitting her.  She was dressed in such thin clothes you could see every bony contour of her famine thin body. 
She carried a plastic shopping bag filled with rags, cans and something jingly.  She quieted when she got to our stop and so did we.  She smelled of dumpsters, alleys, and urban decay.  I looked down to avoid eye contact and saw her long brown toenails sprouted through her thin canvas shoes.
“Anybody here got a green dollar?”
I had plenty green dollars but wasn’t about to open my wallet in front of that woman – or those girls, for that matter.  I looked down the street and tried to conjure up the bus that just wouldn’t come.
“All I want is a green dollar.  I got change for it.”  She flashed a snaggled smile.
In unison, the girls shifted their baby slings to the side and their purses forward.  They both opened their wallets and each took out a dollar.
“Oh, I just need one,” the woman laughed.  She reached deep into her bag and drew up a handful of coins.  She picked up a few then moved the coins from one hand to the other, trying to count them out but not quite able to.
One of the girls took the woman’s filthy hand and said, “It’s alright, ma’am, I can count it for you.”  She picked out a dollar in dimes and nickels.  “Now put the rest back in your bag so you don’t lose it.”  The woman obeyed and the girl pressed the dollar into her hand.
“You need some more money, ma’am?” the other girl asked.  “I can spare this.”
“Oh no!  This is plenty.”  She started to walk away.
“Hey, the bus’ll be here in a minute, don’t go now.”
“I don’t need no bus.  I just needed a green dollar.”
“You got somewhere to stay, ma’am?  I know a place where you can….”
“No, no.  I’m a rich girl now.”  She sauntered away singing,
“I got a green dollar,
Ain’t no need to holler.
You got a dollar in your hand,
You can make it in this land…”
The girls took out their wet wipes and cleaned their hands.  They unbundled their babies and held them tight.
We all waited in silence for the bus.  We waited and waited and waited.
When it finally came, the driver said there was an accident downtown and everything had to be rerouted.  I sat down and let the air conditioning breeze over me. 
I only had a short ride, but the little Madonnas had miles and miles and another transfer to make before they reached home.
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French Black Madonna
Little Madonnas by Joy Corcoran

Spider Heaven

I took my sketchbook out to the Bridge Meadows courtyard on Saturday and was soon surround by a small group of kids.  We had a spontaneous drawing party.  I’d brought my twistable Crayola colored pencils and we were all drawing flowers. 

A little speck of red started skittering across my paper.  At first I thought it was a pencil crumb blowing in the wind, but then I realized it was a spider mite.  I pointed it out to the kids and they were all fascinated, except one little girl, who panicked and squished it with the side of  her pencil.  It was so tiny, it didn’t even leave a mark.

A seven year old boy got very upset.  “That spider was just going along, minding his own business and having a good time and she just killed it.  She killed it!  He didn’t deserve it.”

He went on and on — I thought he was going to cry.  He also seemed to want to torment the girl.  I told him that some people are afraid of bugs.  The girl thought the spider was dangerous and some are.  And there’s no use in making her feel worse about it.  Everything’s fine and the spider is in spider heaven.

His eyes got wide and he wailed, “I wish I was in spider heaven!”

“What?”

“I want to live in spider heaven!”

I told him that we didn’t want him to live in spider heaven, we wanted him here in the neighborhood with us and that we’d all be very sad if he left. 

“Oh,” he said and went back to coloring.  Soon he was singing a little song.  And the girl was fine, too.

Brief theology discussions with my new young friends pop up quite often.  The kids are all somewhat worried that some disaster is going to befall them.  Most of them have had fractured lives and they’ve witnessed violence.  Plus they get a lot of mixed messages from film and video games. 

The thing I love most about helping them with art and stories is that after an acknowledgement of fear, we can imagine anything we want.  We can play with color.  He drew a picture of his cousin and him watering flowers in big pots.  “We really did that.  We grew flowers”  He ran off with the picture to give to his mom.

I drew spider heaven.

Ink and watercolor pencil

Lost Sketchbook

I illustrated this sketchbook/journal in January and February to enter in the Rozelle Artists Guild’s  Project Sketchbook in Memphis, Tennessee.  I spent the first 46 years of my life there before moving to Portland in 2006.  The sketchbooks are hand-stitched by the Guild.  Mine was lost in the mail and has yet to be found, so I wasn’t a part of the show after all.  They are having an Encore Viewing of the books tonight, May 18th, so I thought I’d do an encore post of my digital copies of it. (Note added 5/19: I just got a comment from my friend and artist Mary Jo Karimnia that the sketchbook has been found and is on display.  Yay!  It kind of fits my turtle personality — I’m slow, but I get there.)

Cover
Inside cover
Page 3
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Rivers of procrastination
Jungle of Memory
Valentine crayons & ink
Back inside cover — I repeated my name because they had me listed as Jay Corcoran
The display itself is kind of cool.  They had the sketchbooks on the wall so you can browse through them.  Mine, however, you can only see here on line.  The original is composting quietly in some post office.  I understand a few others were lost and they’re reorganzing their entry system.  The ones that made it now have a special survival magic about them!
 The Encore show is here:
Come out to our old warehouse at 822 Rozelle St. for an encore viewing of this year’s Project Sketchbook submissions! Over 100 sketchbooks will be on display 6-9p tonight & 2-5p Saturday. Donors can pick up their perks, sweet ass Project Sketchbook shirts, buttons & catalogs will be for sale, and if you so desire, you can cut your sketchbook down and take it with you.